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oh fuck! what up bitches....havent been on here in a while.
EDIT// i got bored
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[23 Jun 2005|12:16am] |
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-im moving out in like 2 weeks!
-i am now a full time employee and get out of work when the light is still out! and i also get to see leslie at certain times...and she pats me on the head like a good girl.
-jen gave me the 32 bucks she had left on her target gift card and i got a cool shower curtain, its very preettttyyy.
-i love all my friends...paris and ashley! lets get those fucking golfclubs out of my trunk again and yeah u know.
-i got a bunch of boxes today and started packing a little... like cds, dvds, and shit that i dont need on a regular basis.
-my car is still gay and am waiting on my mechanic to fit it in his schedule to fix that damn noise! manifold exhaust or some shit i dont know.
-i love my NIECE so much shes the cutest baby ever.
-i dont know why im doing this post like this.
-and now i must take a shower cause i do have to wake up at 8 am to get ready for work. goodnight and much love.
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| FIRE FIRE FIRE!!!!!!!!!! |
[15 Jun 2005|11:14pm] |
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On the way home i almost got ran over by a fire truck...what the hell was burning?!!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[13 Jun 2005|01:38am] |
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Today was beautiful. So beautiful that my friends had to leave work, call me and convince me to stay in Patterson and go to the canyon. So what can i say , they did a good job! First stop we went to the famous Ernies to get some good tacos. Then We went on over to this park and had a picnic, it was awesome. After we finished eating time to put gas, then we started driving towards the canyon. Dumb me forgets my camera, its so unbelievably beautiful up there... the never ending golden hills, the random trees, the gang of squirrels on the side of the road,cows cows cows!!, the little creeks flowing along side boulders and tall grass, curvy roads, just everything. Its just nice to be able to be with my friends, and to be able to just drive and have so much fun doing nothing.
Im looking forward to alot of things...like MOVING OUT. Im anxious,excited,nervous and a billion other emotions. The lady said the credit was good and everything else looked good, i just need to fax one more important paper which i should do in the morning. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.......i still cant believe im leaving Patterson! Well i can, but u know its not like im going anywhere special,just heading to Modesto. At least i'll be closer to work, my sister and NIECE!,friends, and maybe even back to the horrific school that is Adrians beauty college. I just really want to finish and get it over with..and im so close to getting my cosmetology license to just let it all go. I just think that when i do go back, its not going to be the same i miss all my friends who have now graduated or are in the same situation as me.
As for work im not only going full time...but going mornings. Yes thats right a fucking 9 to 5. Its going to be weird seeing as how im so used to working evenings/nights. Ive never started earlier than 12 noon, which was only a couple of days for over time. Im used to starting at like 6 and 8 pm, so yeah thats going to be weird. I dont know i just think if im gonna go full time , and live in modesto i might as well do morning shift and get it over with so when i get out i still have the day/evening/night to do things.
blah blah blah...im just looking forward to tomorrow cause i get to see my niece! and possibly go swimming.
love,
Me
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cars suck
air conditioning that doesnt work sucks
broken manifolds or whatever the fuck that is sucks
money sucks
gas sucks
here's to being a broke ass nigga.
in other news, swimming on a hot day rules your life.
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[21 May 2005|01:23am] |
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20 years ago today.....i was born.
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[04 May 2005|01:35am] |
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the mullet is gone.
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[01 May 2005|04:34am] |
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I was on greyhound sunday morning at 5:30 am, it was so nice but i couldnt sleep, i mainly just looked out the window listening to my bright eyes cd. We stopped here and there, then had to transfer when we got to L.A....on the way to Oceanside the god damn bus broke down hahaha, it was like leaving long beach i think so yeah that was fun..being stuck on the side of the freeway for like 2 hours. Then! finally after 12 hours of travelling and being on a sometimes smelly and sometimes hot bus, we arrive at our destination. So fucking beautiful. I honestly thought i wouldnt like southern california this much, but i do and i want to move there. The beach was the best, the water was so warm and the breeze cool...and being mexican i thought i would get tan, but my damn chest burnt. Emilys aunt and uncle were cool as hell, they let me drive their.. i think it was a 2003 civic all around. Went to Islands in Carlsbad for Emilys birfday, uhhh we pretty much spent most of the time at the beach and eating around different places.
So i got back from Oceanside thursday morning, and it was the best time ever. I loved it there sooooo much i didnt want to leave. Got here and it was raining and gloomy. Yep yep, living up to my vacation we decided to go to Santa Cruz today, which turned in to a coast trip. Monterray, Santa Cruz, Davenport,Half Moon Bay, Pacifica, San Fran, and everything else inbetween. It was pretty awesome and freezing like a mother fucker. We left Patterson at like maybe 11 something...then got back at like 11 pm. im tired.
We re going to have another road trip i think in June down to southern ca again, and its going to be awesome. but this time we re not going greyhound (nothing against it i loved the bus) but we re gonna take jens van. I cant wait.dfjsja blahh man so much fun during this past week..i finally go back to work this coming tues after 9 days off. Heres 5 billion pictures of southern ca, and todays adventure...enjoy.
( You took a ten-minute dream in the passengers seat
While the world it was flying by
I haven’t been gone very long
But it feels like a lifetime
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[24 Apr 2005|01:47am] |
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In 2 and a half short hours i will be on my way to Modesto greyhound....im going to get on the bus and never look back. i shall arrive in oceanside about 10 hours later i think. ok so im lying about the never looking back part, ill be back thursday morning! but anyways yeah it should be a fun trip..gotta visit the best friend you know. Im going to have 9 days off in a fucking row, how awesome is that shit, also going to start on my arm on Friday yay. So i guess should start packing my shit now and all that fun stuff...i love you all.
love,
Mayra
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Best friend from oceanside is here yay. i cut and dyed her hair today and she absolutely loved it, i loved it. As for my nasty mullet looking hair, its growing :) i can now put it in a pony tail all by itself, i dont need to wear it in pigtails everyday.
so easter was wonderful aka i slept all day , woke up like at 5pm and decided it was time for my easter dinner aka a chicken burrito from la tapatia. then as i was just about to put on my super troppers dvd my parents come strolling back from wherever they were and ruin it. and what the fuck, isnt easter supposed to be in april or something, what the fuck is this march shit? whatever...my birthday is coming closer and closer...last year it was sleater kinney, hmm what am i going to do this year?
so im a dumbass and forgot to pick up my check not once, but twice...so im definitely picking it up tomorrow/today, and hopefully ill be getting a sidekick 2! still waiting for my tax return cant wait to put a/c in my car omgfdmkaslf!!!JU#!!j yeah thats exciting.
love,
Me.
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[28 Feb 2005|03:19am] |
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So i pretty much had the most awesome two days ever. 2 days in San Francisco is great. Feb 23rd Jens birthday...we smoked so much weed.. i rolled a fatty on the way, rolled a fatty when we got to the hotel...rolled a fatty later on...and then smoked with these cool hippie road dogs that we met at the beach. AWESOME, we had a fire going on ,story telling..nice 2 am beach stuff.
Still cant get over how awesome it is to leave this place and just get away. our little mini vacation. we had 2 hotel rooms on Geary and Vaness, 8 of us: ME, JEN,CARMAN,ROY,JULIAN,EMILY,TYLER, AND JEREMY.
Ate at this cool sushi place, almost got the van towed! it was all hooked up and everything, but we got it back and got a parking ticket whatever. jen im going to give u 10 bucks. hmm..what else walking around,ordered pizza at 3am, drank,went to the MAC store,ran from waves at the beach,umm just LOTS OF SHIT DUDE. no more writing....
fun. we're going to make another trip soon i think the 14th and 15th. so i worked 12 hours on sat, and i think im going to do it again this sat, i need more money! blahh..so roy is officially in texas im sad.
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expectations only lead to disappointments
i dont expect anything from anybody
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| r.i.p skunky. |
[24 Jan 2005|12:13am] |
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Your Dominant Intelligence is Intrapersonal Intelligence |
Reflective and thoughtful, you enjoy spending time alone.
You are good at analyzing yourself - and knowing your true feelings.
Totally self aware, you are in tune with your dreams and desires.
A spiritual and philopsophical person, your inner calmness inspires and helps others.
You would make a great philosopher, researcher, or theorist.
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[20 Jan 2005|02:51am] |
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dang...not going to school has been so nice.i think i've been out for a little more than a month. so nice, i've been sleeping alot, usually all day until i have to get ready for work. even though its awesome not having to get up at 6am, and doing shit all day ...i really need to finish, im so close so so so soooo close so fucking close. reading is awesome, and so is hanging out, and so is napoleon dynamite. and going to barnes and nobles is awesome.books are awesome,music is awesome, and so is your face!!!
i want to go to santa cruz soon, maybe after i get a timing belt or whatever that my car needs i'll go.
i hate that my sleeping schedule is all fucked up. i end up going to bed in the early morning..sleeeeeeep at least until like 2pm then get ready for work. workworkworkworkrrewreioji, i need to stop taking cuts im like not gonna have any money when pay day comes whatever its worth it at the moment though. like tonight, hung out with tyler and friends. throwing pieces and such.
the other day i opened up a savings account, i felt responsible. every 15th of each month its going to take 25 dollars from checkings account and transfer to my savings. and i can add to it whenever else i want. moveoutmoveoutmoveoutmoveoutmoveout!@L!!@!!! okay enough, i swear im going to explode or something.
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im sick as fuck. last night was not a good night. today doesn't seem all that great either. im getting out of here soon, dont really know where im going, but hopefully gone from here.
dirty cars suck, i think today since im up this early i should clean the hell out of my car. then, ill just drive to modesto and find stuff do to until i have to go to work. i fucking lost a library book at work and it sucks...hello large fine.
my eyes are swollen and ugly...
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[05 Dec 2004|03:25am] |
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i hella fell asleep driving and hit a car hahaha :|
oh yeah and other shit too.
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[15 Nov 2004|12:06am] |
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i might as well have been blind folded these last two days driving home. the fog has been so bad. especially tonight, took me forever to get home. 10pm came strolling along and me being all lonely and shit i took myself to starbucks and bought a peppermint mocha mmm soothed my stomach. sat in my car and listened to music. i need a light for my bike.
i love being cold, and i love wearing my gloves, and 2 sweaters, and driving with my window cracked a little open cause i love the cold wind when i drive. the last 2 weeks i've worked 6 days. making that skrilla cheese right? school is bleh, im just feeling like i cant take it anymore, and its been showing. I'm just frustrated and confused. I dont really know what i want, and it sucks. i want to move out so bad and get an apartment in modesto (yes i said modesto..remember guys i live in patterson), but its hard cause i work part time because of school. and hey guess what, GAS prices suck.
so today was my ONE day off, and i slept most of the time. i felt bad, i was supposed to cut natalies hair but like i said i was sleeping.
ill just end it here.
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